...and was desperate for there to be something else out there I know this is a strong statement to make, but I remember the day that the staff at Stoke Mandeville spinal rehabilitation unit announced that my 'forever chair' was arriving. They approached it with an air of celebration and I felt like I was supposed to whoop with joy in response. However I felt like my heart was being crushed in a vice. Until my accident, my identity had spun around my physicality and strength a